better together in our own constellation

)’:

ok. the worse thing has happened. i really don’t like it. i still have a lot of questions. things just keep on popping in my mind right now.

why this? why that?

but what i’ll say is this. i promise i will wait. even if its something you don’t want me to do. i believe that we are better together. we will make another constellation and at that point in time, nothing could, nothing would ever tear it apart.

there are things you just can’t tell me. i’ll respect that. i know in time you would be able to. i’ll hold on to the things that you have told me. i have faith that you will do these things. i just pray that they don’t become broken promises.

i’ll keep you in my heart. its been you since the start. no one else has ever taken your place. you are special. you are My One My Only. and that will be for as long as we live. i’ve said it so many times before, you are the one i want to be with for the rest of my life. the one i want to spend each day the sun rises and falls. the person i want to grow old with. and the one i want to be my wife, my partner in life forever.

i’ll be waiting for you. but for now, id have to settle for what is now. it hasn’t totally sunk in yet. but one thing is for sure, it hurts. its something you believe we need. again, so many things popping in my mind. i hope we could talk about them some time.

for now, that’s that.

iloveyousomuch..

forever.

no one else.

nothing would ever change that.

semper fidelis.

~ by kapitan on October 3, 2008.