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here i am. writing. its been a really long time.

I’m in a situation.

I actually don’t know what I’ve done. Things were alright until early this morning. Then no more. I feel I’ve done something so bad. Something to do with an SNS. The thing is, i haven’t logged in for about a month already. What could it be?

I’m confused.

But what im sure of is that i really really love you. It has always been you from the start. No one else. Though there are things that make you think otherwise. I tell you each and every time that these don’t mean a thing. Because it’s you. It’s you I love. You are the one who makes me happy. The one I want to spend the rest of my life with. There really is nothing more I could ask for. You are the one.

Im not going to give up.

I know we’ll get through this. Please help me work this out. I hurts me each time something like this happens. I just hope this gets fixed.

I love you so much. Nothing would ever change that. Not now. Not ever.

~ by kapitan on October 2, 2008.